To us

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    december 7th
    a playlist for us

    july 16th
    giveon
    July 16th? June 16th? idk i just relate this to us

    double take
    dhruv
    i feel like this one is obvious, its deffo our song

    notion
    the rare occasions
    honestly, this song just reminds me of you

    golden hour
    jvke
    Again, i kinda just associate this song with you

    why you
    sway bleu
    im ngl, i just really like this song and it kinda hits and its on your playlist that you made for me so i associate it with you. i alos kind of imagine that this is how you felt throughout our talking stage and im really sorry again for putting you through that wait game :(

    butterflies
    astn
    this is just how i feel about you or when im with you

    broken melodies
    nct dream
    no bc this song is so us, when you mentioned it you were like this reminds you of us i was like no bc you're right

    kiss me more
    doja cat ft sza
    i feel like i needed to include a doja cat song

    come over tonight
    wonho
    so... want to come over tonight?

    slow down
    chase atlantic
    honestly, would this be a playlist for us if chase atlantic wasnt on it?

    come thru
    demxntia
    i found this song when stalking your playlists and i really like it and i feel like its pretty fitting song to us

    privacy
    baekhyun
    dont look up the lyrics <3 i thought this was a cute song though and i guess it suits how private (?) we are

    best lover
    bibi
    its bibi, what can i say, its your girl

    moonlight
    dhruv
    we know how much dhruv means to us hehe, so of course i needed more of their songs on here <3 this one is really cute and i just adore this for us (also, we gonna talk about the moon being avoidant or anxiously attached?)

    don't want to fall in love again
    yayyoung
    i really dont want to fall in love again, with someone else

    when you look at me
    sara kays
    i guess this is just when i get in my head, thats what this song reminds me of

    i dont deserve it
    lisa cimorelli
    its hard to think i deserve this

    its you
    max ft keshi
    because its easy to be in love with you and be with you

    you feel like
    hojean
    i really cant describe how you feel to me, theres just so much to say about how you feel to me, what i relate you to,theres honestly not enough words

    needy
    ariana grande
    i may be a little needy...

    floating
    alina baraz ft khalid
    honestly, being around you makes me feel like im floating and its such a comforting feeling being around you.

    every kind of way
    H.E.R
    i want to love you in every kind of way to make you happy

    i got you
    honne ft nana rogues
    because i got you and you got me

    better place
    nsync, justin timberlake
    im a branch stan, wbu?


    030323

    Happy three months of us!
    im grateful for the past three months with you and im looking forward to the future with you :)
    we've both been busy these few days/ weeks but I always appreciate the time you make for me <3
    It means lots to me!!
    I'll be seeing you soon :) heheh exciting!
    again, i'm grateful towards you and our past three months <3 here's to more ^^
    I also just finished making that stupid dinosaur crochet thing and i wanna kms, this was the bane of my life istg, dont say shit about it!!!! it looks shit im sorry </3 i've learned i can't fuckin sew </3

    080423

    ive been busy with work so i havent really had time to write this months message until today ;-;
    but happy four months!!! looking forward to more :) i
    made another dino and it looks so much better, the smol one was just an ass to fucking make, the bigger one is nicer hehehe. another gift came in tooooo, i bought this keycap and its so cute but idk LMAO i will see if it looks nice with your keyboard. its also not long till we see each other in person again!!! v excite v happy heheh I miss you lots :( but im also nervous bc its been ages LMAO but thats normal i guess <3
    but again, i'm so grateful towards you and our time together :) its my favourite part of the day when we call :)
    happy four months!!!! <3

    050523

    heheheehehehehehe im kinda tipsy right now writing this at emilys house so that you wont see this <3
    but!!!! spending these past two weeks with you have been amazing and im so sad to leave you :( im just sad :( but im also really excited for how it iwll be when you move to london! you honestly make me so happy and im just so happy being with you and being around you. you're presecncce just makes me feel happy and i just adore you so much :( <3 I wisht his could last longer but london is so soon and im so excited to be with you more often :)
    I just want to tell you again, that i am so grateful to have you in my life and i love you so much. i am genuinely so in love with you its sickening </3 im going to miss you so much when i go back :( but i'm grateful for all the memories we've made during my time here :)
    I love you, happy five months <3

    050623

    !!! six months!!! its been six months!! thats kinda crazy!!! happy six months my loveeeee <3
    the past six months have been great with you :) every moment has been lovely and all the memories that we've made up until this point has made me so happy :) i'm truly grateful to have you in my life and to be able to love you <3
    thank you for everything that you've done and thank you for being so patient :) i think im going to keep this short because i said quite a bit in the letter that i wrote you LMAO but just know that I love you a lot <3 and i'm truly so happy with you :)
    happy six months boyfriend c: <3

    100723

    UM OKAY THIS ONE IS LATE bc im a bit silly and kept procrastinating this because um i dont know
    but happy 7 months!!! can you believe that we've known each other for a year now?? i cant believe that you've been in my life for over a year now!! im so grateful and happy to have you in my life :) a whole year!! its crazy to think that you would have made this much of an impact in my life a year ago. who would have thought we'd end up here? not me thats for sure, but im so much happier now with you in my life :)
    im looking forward to more of us together, and seeing how we are when we're in person. you can't get sick of me, if you do, get unsick of me. you're stuck with me now fool.
    hehehe, i love you baby <3
    happy seven months my love <3

    270723

    hello my love <3
    hehe im actually writing this again early, who is she?
    i just want to say that i love you and these past 8 months have been amazing :) its so soon till we see each other again!! im so excited.
    we've both been saying that we're in our growth stage right now, and im pretty happy that we are. slowly we've been opening up to each other more often and im happy :) im becoming more okay with talking about my feelings and stuff, well its not a great amount of okay but its better than at the start :) heheh
    again, i love you so much and im so grateful that you're in my life, i honestly dont know how to express that in words and actions but i hope you do know that i love you so much <3
    (i dont think you understand how long it took for me to edit and be happy with the mobile version of this site)
    happy 8 months!

    070923

    hi hi my love!! happy 9 months to us!!! im so happy and lucky to have you in my life <3 its actually so crazy that you're here now!!! it still hasny really settled in that you're here for a year instead of only like a week!!
    im so looking forward to our time im greece heheh im so very very excited. im hoping we create great memories there <3

    051023

    hot diddly damn! It's been 10 months!!! how crazy is that? I can't believe that you've been in my life as my partner for 10 months!
    I feel like the past month has been kinda unreal having you hear in london and being able to spend time with you in person so easily. its kinda crazy. being able to bring you to family events and just introduce you to people in my life its just crazy.
    im so grateful for you and how patient you are, i feel like i need to emphasise how much you mean to me because you mean so much to me. i never would have thought that you'd hold such a core part in my life and be such a strong driving force in my life. Im eternally grateful for you and what you are to me.
    I love you <3 (and i aint gonna stop loving you, biiaattchh)

    1123

    happy 11 months my love! im ngl, it took a lot for me to write this months letter. (but i aint no bitch so here we are)
    we ended this month with a bit of a hiccup but we're working through it :) im happy that we were able to talk it out in a healthy manner and show how strong we are. this was our first big hiccup (?) and we've shown how we both want to make it work still and how much we care for each other :)
    im proud of us and i want to remind you that i love you so much, im honestly so grateful to have you in my life! happy 11 months my love :)

    011223

    ! a year!! its been a whole year of us!! how crazy is that? i'm so honoured to have been with you for the past year. It's been a really great year and im so happy to have experienced so much of it with you :) Being with you honestly makes me so happy and im so grateful to have you in my life.
    A year of having you in my life, of being yours. It's crazy to think we'd be here at this point in time. It's amazing the amount of effort that you put into this relationship, and im so grateful towards you for moving to london. It means so muh that you picked up your life like that and moved here.
    I love you so much my love, heres to more memories together and for many more years to come :)
    Happy one year <3
    i love you so much <3